Wednesday, October 2, 2019
Sometimes, I wonder if...
...I am belittled for having short but strong legs. I guess I am an invalid physically or handicap or something, deformed, something.
That's funny, I wasn't even on a team in gymnastics. I started young. I got taller when I quit for only awhile. Lots of people use their legs more than I did. I'm muscular, maybe just a little short.
That's funny, I wasn't even on a team in gymnastics. I started young. I got taller when I quit for only awhile. Lots of people use their legs more than I did. I'm muscular, maybe just a little short.
I'm just...
I'm just suffering the underprivileged taking out their "baggage" on me.
Like, Generation X and people with older parents. Like, they seem to say things like, "Late Boomers 'did it.' They're there. I want them. Everyone else literally is trash."
Like, Generation X and people with older parents. Like, they seem to say things like, "Late Boomers 'did it.' They're there. I want them. Everyone else literally is trash."
Supposedly, Some People Being Better Than Others
Why are some people considered better than others?
Why do people try to mess things up for me?
Some/Many people can't come to terms that other people actually experience feelings.
I don't know about other people of one race or another, but I'm mixed and I know I go through things that seem real to others, like that I build on things as I go through life and things happen and I accomplish things with effort and dedication. Living in the Orlando area people have been mean to me and cut me off socially because of my mixed race, whereas before I was still allowed to function and observe things and sometimes participate; they also use the excuse I'm bad and combine it with racism and no longer trust me for looking at them in defense etc. when they clearly act that way but also other things... It's so important for white people to be superior racially here, but it's because they weren't acting as good as others who may be something else ethnically or racially; but me I deal with prejudice while whites "run for cover" to protect their dear lives and fight to keep their reputation "up there" in high esteem. People who aren't in Orlando treat me that way, too. Orlando is so closed up; it's a place you should probably leave if you need to experience real life.
Why do people try to mess things up for me?
Some/Many people can't come to terms that other people actually experience feelings.
I don't know about other people of one race or another, but I'm mixed and I know I go through things that seem real to others, like that I build on things as I go through life and things happen and I accomplish things with effort and dedication. Living in the Orlando area people have been mean to me and cut me off socially because of my mixed race, whereas before I was still allowed to function and observe things and sometimes participate; they also use the excuse I'm bad and combine it with racism and no longer trust me for looking at them in defense etc. when they clearly act that way but also other things... It's so important for white people to be superior racially here, but it's because they weren't acting as good as others who may be something else ethnically or racially; but me I deal with prejudice while whites "run for cover" to protect their dear lives and fight to keep their reputation "up there" in high esteem. People who aren't in Orlando treat me that way, too. Orlando is so closed up; it's a place you should probably leave if you need to experience real life.
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Isn't it the dream to open up to someone older that you like of the same gender that you have a problem and need to confide in them?
Me? I've done that. It stopped, though, in a way, and I've met others like that who've come and gone.
Never really "did it" completely through.
Sometimes, it might not even be your favorite person.
Me? I've done that. It stopped, though, in a way, and I've met others like that who've come and gone.
Never really "did it" completely through.
Sometimes, it might not even be your favorite person.
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"We all have problems." It's best to confide in someone you like, maybe who's older and the same gender.
I can't help you...
...if you don't even like me and you don't admit to anyone that you do like that you have a problem.
Some people are...
Some people are bitter defending the only reason they are something is because of race, that they are white and German.
I was thinking about...
I was thinking about a family I saw that seemed to work out perfectly. Why complain? Everyone likes them.
I can't believe it!
I'm actually getting better!
I had a sore throat for a little while. It's still a little hard to talk and I don't sound normal.
I had a sore throat for a little while. It's still a little hard to talk and I don't sound normal.
People in the US
People in the US simply know I'm a good person.
However, "run for help" from Europe, and they will beat me up for being mixed race.
However, "run for help" from Europe, and they will beat me up for being mixed race.
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