Thursday, October 3, 2019

My dad literally thinks he can block me from meeting people for some silly reason.
 

Edit

I edited my last post.
 
So it's cool to get mad at others and not me, but that's because it came out and isn't true "I'm in the doghouse" because maybe not I wonder.
 

What...

What's everyone waiting  around for?  Are you expecting something?  Perhaps for an older lady I like and I don't matter? as you actively ruined my life.
 

Ruining Relationships

People ruin my relationships.
 

"All the Perks"

An older lady I like is getting "all the perks."
 

Oh well.

It obviously doesn't matter to the world I suffer.
 

Anyway...

So, who are all these people to speak to an older lady I like?
 

Problem

People keep getting mad at me for no reason like it's normal.
 

I know people...

I know people don't care about me in their subconscious, and an older lady I like finds herself punishing me.
 

What?

People think I'm just trouble.
 

People think...

People want me to "bow down to" them.
 

No Prob-le-em.

People keep treating me like I'm the one with a problem.

 

Nothing to Do, Socially

I feel betrayed and sometimes make the realization of how unnecessarily bad and goalless a situation I'm in.

I keep feeling pressure about people like going coo coo.  I didn't exactly have this very problem before.
 

Stuck

My life has been stupidly wasted.
 

Why?

I wonder why some people trust in others.
 

Annoying

Everyone I run into is gay and trying to trick me.
 

People...

People keep going coo coo babbling to me and sometimes my thoughts go out of wack in my mind, and somehow they read it and I'm in trouble or in danger of losing my relationship with an older lady I like.
 

I'm upset...

I'm upset an older lady I like is affected and then made out to be difficult in useless ways.

At times, I don't even know if she was serious about having a "relationship" with me.

This sounds like it involves people you can't trust.

What if something bad happens to me or her?
 

Question

What is Elizabeth Warren's view on other countries?  Probably just what's obvious or in comparison to Trump?
 

Interesting Picture

Elizabeth Warren - Presidential candidate for Democrats

(link)
 

Playing Around

Elizabeth Warren likes to play around like Trump, but I like Trump ... and Warren.  I guess that's her recreation or some of it.

She's the most interesting candidate, another Democratic nominee / future President.
 

Voila! "Bon appetit" for me.

I'm just adding leftover rice.

Untitled
 

Cooking!

I'm having "great pleasure" cooking soup with vegetables, broth, ... and ground beef.
 

People are...

People are mean themselves yet picky to others and mark every waver in your voice.
 

People...

People get excited for some.
 

Can some people...

Can some people talk about something else other than their belief that I am in trouble?
 

People like...

People like only some of the good people who come along.
 

We may not be...

We may not all be mixed, but we can become meaningless.
 

Some people...

Some people stay trusted, and some people don't.
 

Tweet

 
 

Am I ahead?

A lot of people who do band/orchestra in high school don't continue, though I "only" played the piano and majored in it for a year and had to leave.
 

Clothes

The rest of my clothes are coming in today, preparing way for laundry.  I just need nicer, matching sports bras.  I have some now that may due..  They are quite an investment for the "poor man!" needing new kinds.  I had to return something I almost got in case these didn't come in and got like $35 back.  I don't want to borrow too much when I eat at the festival I'm working.  😑
 

I think...

I think my dad treated me differently because I was half Chinese, even attempting to discipline me as an infant.
 

You know when...

You know when you keep skipping something important?
 

It's funny...

It's funny, some people think only some people are set for something and if other people are become upset.

Some people are different in some ways, and some people are not.  Sometimes, it's too late to change your personality, but it's not the other person's fault.
 

So...

Who deserves to talk to who?
 

Right and Wrong

You know you start off with a goal, and the goal is to end with a goal met rather than lost when you're not thinking of it.
 
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