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I am giving up on dance right now because the bus ride looks too tedious.

What's all these problems like I "did something?"

Is an older lady I like on her sex adventure?

Is she naked to excuses?  No offense.

People want to control my life and determine what happens to me...

So, what am I going to do about these problems?

The people monitoring me in private bothering me are lingering.

People have problems and so pretend I do instead.

People are coming into my life.

Other people are taking over my life and are magneted towards going crazy about my posts.

Why are some of these people in my life like they are now?

They said they can cancel my relationship with an older lady I like for no good reason.

They keep butting in like their saying nothing is important.

They just want to keep shocking me with trash to no avail.

People acted like they wanted to meet me, but now they want to toy with people who are related to me by blood or friends who abandoned me long ago.

They are like just too excited about this, hurting me.

Orlando is shit.

I said I didn't do anything wrong.

It's as though the older lady I like picks the trashiest things to do to me, like suggest suggestive things...

They are making fun of me.

I didn't do anything wrong.

They let someone else be mean to me and she feel like she did what was right.

They said an older lady I like is torturing me.

I didn't do anything wrong to anyone and they just make life difficult.

If I say the older lady I like is really nice, they try to hurt her like silly, psychiatrically.

They are trying to steal my relationship with an older lady I like, like I "did something."  They are always mean to me and supposedly instilled it in the older lady I like.

The people monitoring me in private are trying to belittle me.

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I edited my last post.

People think it's okay if the older lady has some anti-relationship with me and my reputation goes down, as long as she is happy.

So, they keep bothering me to see if they dislike one little thing and want to replace me again, with having a relationship with an older lady I like, like I "started it" the problems.

I'm thinking of some people I know, probably support this person doing this, though they do it differently; I just spoke up about it to them.

I didn't do anything wrong, and someone younger started bossing me around, as though I had.

I'm wearing a charcoal mask.

They keep acting like they are in charge and "calm, cool, and collected," like being bossy to me and like my life should be ruined like I'm in trouble.

I'm on people's bad sides and people I know are in relationships with them.

People celebrate, thinking I am lame.

People are taking advantage of me.

They didn't really make it exciting.  They think they need to test me and be bad, for years.

They replaced me and put me on the bad side and let other people participate with an easier time, except that they think it's at the risk of the relationship I have with love.

They keep acting like I am worthless and like they are providing me with annoying black people.

They are ruining an older lady I like and her relationship with me.

It seems like they have a new test every day.  That's funny.  This used to be something nice for me.

I would be in trouble if I did what they did.

They said I'm the one who did something wrong.

People keep using Facebook to get to me, posting annoying things.

So, they are mean to me so they have an excuse to steal my relationship I have with an older lady, that I was upset to any evolving degree.

Oh, and they're secretly talking to and about me in mean ways.

People are bossing me around triumphant, one like they're the strictest trying to be meaner like she has a hold over me though she's younger.  The people monitoring me in private just canceled a relationship I had with an older lady and like it's okay to steal my reputation and not have it be okay.

This is being supported.  They go by like I succumb to it.  Why am I stuck with people in my life like that?  Where have they been when I wanted to talk to them?

I did something different with my self sexual powers.

So, just punish me like crazy for every little inkling?  That's your excuse and you don't care about people?

I know why my hair is so curly, but if only I could straighten it out to be that way *naturally*.

They keep sneaking in like I did something wrong and should be punished.

Wasn't the older lady I like popular already?

I didn't accomplish, but "it's not my fault."

The older lady I like maybe actually replacing my reputation to herself is in agreement I have a relationship with her, "so they say," but we know people believe something changed, a little was lost.  They can just pretend I'm in trouble and get away with it.  They help, but it's not a 100%, the help of knowing her and me starting another chapter of my life too.

They think they are unbelievable, embarrassing me about possible racial hardships.

They just can't stop being bad.

I hear too many cars outside belittling me, *believing*.

People need to stop thinking I'm inferior racially because I'm mixed with a *different* race and when other people / they are.

They believe saying something is a sign of weakness, but they won't stop talking and fighting.

People who try to talk to me are so perverted, some.

I am not racist on purpose, though.

Too bad about Orlando, some excuse for someone to have a party.