Why are some people considered better than others?
Why do people try to mess things up for me?
Some/Many people can't come to terms that other people actually experience feelings.
I don't know about other people of one race or another, but I'm mixed and I know I go through things that seem real to others, like that I build on things as I go through life and things happen and I accomplish things with effort and dedication. Living in the Orlando area people have been mean to me and cut me off socially because of my mixed race, whereas before I was still allowed to function and observe things and sometimes participate; they also use the excuse I'm bad and combine it with racism and no longer trust me for looking at them in defense etc. when they clearly act that way but also other things... It's so important for white people to be superior racially here, but it's because they weren't acting as good as others who may be something else ethnically or racially; but me I deal with prejudice while whites "run for cover" to protect their dear lives and fight to keep their reputation "up there" in high esteem. People who aren't in Orlando treat me that way, too. Orlando is so closed up; it's a place you should probably leave if you need to experience real life.